Thursday 27 October 2011

Beneath the Surface




She was wondering how this could’ve happened. It was against her principals, something she would have never done if thinking clearly. How can anyone mess up someone’s head so badly?
She wanted it all to dissappear, to vanish in thin air. Sadly things didn’t work like that in real life. When something is done, there’s no way to go back and fix it.

“I need to change things, for the better”, thought Leah to herself. Her head was about to explode, a mixture of hangover and regret. For her things were always easy, which isn’t always a good skill to have. She found that out yesterday.
When she drinks, it makes her less powerful. Her mind is her weapon, and alcohol weakens it. I guess you could say that drinking makes her more human and less, well.., less Leah.

Sunday 23 October 2011

an instant


The sound of music
Completely surrounded
All the people moving,
Jumping and screaming
I close my eyes, take a deep breath
Feeling everything, smiling vaguely
Suddenly you’re there
Our hands meet
You hold it tight, without looking at me
Then the song changes, and yourself too
I loose your hand, I loose you.


Tuesday 18 October 2011

What is it with your smile?


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What is it with your smile?
The whispers in my ear
Your eyes looking at me
Your hands holding my wrists

It makes my inside scream
Wanting you every second
Turning my thoughts to you
Making my head go mental

I am not like this
Stop changing who I am
I don’t wanna think
I don’t wanna cry

The end won’t be happy
That I know for sure
There’s always another one
I am never enough.